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I’m trying sooooo hard to get this stupid permit application done but the terror of being rejected is making it really hard.
I have 8 years of experience working with bats. I shouldn’t be scared of rejection but I am I don’t know why. Logic brain is saying it’s a shoe-in, anxietybrain is saying u suck. Anxietybrain is winning, obviously.
apparently posting about yoga means a bunch of floofy weight loss blogs start to follow you, and all it does is make me tempted to post a photo of my disgusting body but then i remember i don’t want all the followers i like to have to deal w/ that
I’ve had a bunch of ppl suggest to me that I do yoga to help w/ my chronic pain and like, I’m sure it actually does help in some ways but 1) I have no idea how to navigate the cultural appropriation side of me as a white person doing yoga even if my sole motivation for doing it is to help my pain and 2) i don’t really think i’d ever feel comfortable around people in a class because i hate my body etc etc but i’d need a class to be able to learn it
it makes me happy i have friends that will warn me when they are sick b/c they know my meds make my immune system completely worthless.
man i know i shouldn’t blame myself i was vulnerable and he is just really good at manipulation etc etc but if i had just listed out his like top ten favorite songs and put the lyrics up it would scream “MAJOR RED FLAG! ABORT MISSION! DO NOT ENGAGE FURTHER!”
like - the only mountain goats song he ever listened to was “Autoclave.” and he would listen to it on repeat, but not to any other songs. isn’t that creepy? i wish i noticed this then.
(i actually did kind of notice it then, but i wasn’t really well-educated in abuse dynamics and couldn’t figure out why it was weird, just that i felt weird about it)
not to get mad about ajj again but i spend so much time articulating why the line “there’s a rapist and a nazi living in our tiny hearts" is fucked up in a perpetuating-rape-culture way but i don’t think i have really talked lately about the nazi part of this (aside from the whole "mostly unimpacted american punx using ‘nazi’ to mean something else entirely which is, among other things, insensitive" thing). like, can you even imagine what kind of subjectivity would be required to conceptualize the holocaust (etc) not as the product of historical forces (oppressive ones) which, yes sure, could re-align at any moment, but, as the product of the natural possibility of man, the actualization of this essential biologic thing that everyone is born with (“everyone,” white straight non-disabled goyim etc etc etc). it’s scary? it’s literal neo-nazi shit. andrew jackson jihad are neo-nazis.
no one will be surprised that my abuser’s most favorite ajj song is the one this post is discussing
Please please please tag yr porn and/or ~sexy photos with nsfw or something equally easy, I sometimes browse tumblr on my office computer and it’s really embarrassing to have to scroll fast through that stuff because xkit isn’t blocking it.
someone on okcupid just told me their favorite mountain goats album was “Nanobots.”
shakes head in profound disappointment
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