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a large, fruit-eating bat.

Click the 'about me' above to find out more about me. I basically blog about my chronic illness, adventures in grad school, and the Mountain Goats. Feel free to ask me questions.

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Oct 1 '14

HA HA I DON’T NEED A SPOOPY URL CUZ MINE ALREADY IS, CHECKMATE FUCKERS

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Sep 30 '14
  • scared about ebola
  • dead inside bc my research will never be published
  • dead inside bc my advisor told me i wasn’t getting enough done
  • dead inside bc i’m So Fucking Tired
Sep 30 '14

lol they rejected it already so i guess i get to contemplate suicide sooner than i anticipated

Sep 29 '14
so today i woke up at 3:00 AM to get on a flight back to Indiana, worked on campus from 2:30pm to 8:30pm, had a series of horrible suicidal ideations & panic attacks, and just now pressed submit on this manuscript revision.
now i get to forget about this shit for a while.

so today i woke up at 3:00 AM to get on a flight back to Indiana, worked on campus from 2:30pm to 8:30pm, had a series of horrible suicidal ideations & panic attacks, and just now pressed submit on this manuscript revision.

now i get to forget about this shit for a while.

Sep 29 '14

i’m a trash human who makes everyone around them mad and hate them bc i can’t deal with my own life in any kind of healthy way, i’m sorry to anyone who has to interact with me.

Sep 28 '14

reminder to self when i finally get home tomorrow:

  • write response letter for manuscript revision
  • go over lab for tuesday & give feedback to other TA
  • grade & enter grades
  • submit manuscript revision before midnight on 9/29
  • try not 2 die
Sep 27 '14
On our way to the church ceremony. #HB2014

On our way to the church ceremony. #HB2014

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Sep 26 '14

it’s too cold for me to be at the pre-wedding bonfire and it’s times like these when you realize chronic illness is a lonely thing to live with.

Sep 23 '14

I emailed my old advisor a fully revised manuscript that address ALL reviewer comments today & handed in the assignment that was due this morning but I did not know was due.. and I’m getting on a plane at like 6am???? tomorrow morning to go to Boston for a friend’s wedding and everything is insane and stressful but I will hang out with secret-x-stars tomorrow in a sleep deprived hazy bliss aaaaaaahhhhh and Ethan rules k goodbye and goodnight

Sep 23 '14

I guess I misheard when the GIS assignment was due so I didn’t hand it in and I really hate myself??? He changed the due date for it to Thurs bc I seemed confused I guess but I hate myself.